A DREAM SELF-PORTRIAT

He is an ordinary man with no desire or urge for vanity or any materialistic trappings on this earth.

He is well educated, excel in his profession and well-established in his career.

He is well informed, well read, travels over the globe, experienced in many fields and versed in diverse subjects.

He is a competent, compassionate and ethically superb professional.

He has conquered his ego, pride and jealousy.

He has piles of diploma, certificates, and awards, but none of them on the wall.

He has received many letters of appreciation. They are seen in newspapers but placed at the bottom of his desk.

He is secure, sensitive, sentimental and passionate.

He is strong physically, tender at heart, and has an intelligent beautiful mind.

He has a masculine, atheletic body, copper tone skin and soft black hair.

His hands are gentle, eyes are sharp, shoulders are board, legs are long and strong, attributes of a surgeon.

He is a tender, caring, sensual lover, and enjoys to be with the woman he loves.

He is charming, likable,  has sense of humor, an attentive listener, witty at conversation and comfortable in all occasions.

He has a lot of fun, laughs loud right from his heart, drinks bottoms up and enjoys telling jokes.

He commands a towering presence no matter where he happens to be.

He sings, rocks and rolls, and dances to different tunes.

He sails in oceans, climbs high mountains, swims in roaring rivers, dives at seas, cycles in wilderness and skies on snowy  hills.

He enjoys solitude of reading a good book, listening to music, watching storms and sea waves.

He  loves to drink with friends at bars, or watch TV at home with family.

He writes poems in Chinese and English, plays guitar and piano, loves digital photography and is creative in computer arts.

He is true to himself, to his own feelings and is at peace with his soul.

He  searches eagerly and respects truth; truths in science, in the Universe and in religious or spiritual matters.

He loves all kinds of beauty, whether they are nature, art, music, writings, photography, or human body.

He does not afraid of gossips; he holds his head high to face thousands in courts

He is courageous to face any challenge, and shows no fear for high mountains or deep seas.

He likes to be free, free from all traditional restraints, rules and values.

He does not shy away from vice. Strip dancers, drug dealers and prostitutes are among his friends.

He hates hypocricy, injustice, abuse of power, human masks, bitterness and human sufferings.

He is a giving person, generous, soft at heart, trusts others, and always ready to give whenever he is asked for favors.

He does not count changes, nor look at receipts at shops.

He treats everybody equal, whoever they are.

His concern of others is spontaneous; his warmth radiates in his presence and his caring .is touching to people around him.

He is ready to forgive and forget, always be the first one to admit his own inadequacy, shortcomings or mistakes.

He walks extra miles for people he barely knows.

He inspires and uplifts both his friends and foes. He brings the best out of others.

He loves everybody, but faithful to his lover.

He prays quietly alone, right from his heart, and asks for Gode¡¦s mercy everyday.

He says thanks to God for what he has, who he is and  His love of him and mankind.

He has no hesitation or fear to question God respectfully if he has any doubt, but he is always humble to recogise his own limitation.

He has phobia of one thing on earth, of which he avoids it in words, shapes or forms

He has no fear of death, except for asking God for mercy for an easier dying process.

He wants no burial or tombstone, but wishes remembrance by the people he loves.

He wishes his ashes to be discarded in an ocean, mixed with the sea water he loves so much.

As such, he will return to the mother nature, forever free!.

                                                        Stevelau2008