i was trying to prevent myself from being alone. but there is nothing avoidable.

i was really alone in LA. not in HK. if i was in HK, i could stay at home alone for days........ if i wanna be shut-in.

but i couldnt in LA. i could stay in the hotel for days physically, but i wasn't able to mentally. i felt like dying for the 3 hours when i woke up at 3am and did nothing. i read all magazines & newspaper i brought. but i knew i just couldn't do the same things for 3days! finally, i decided to travel around on my own.

that was nice. really. i like it. i didn't feel alone at all, but interested, excited & great! i could do that! and i enjoyed that much!! i met many people who were nice to help me when i got lost lol; i discovered many great shops which no colleague knew where they were; i did something there was no one would dare to do {in that flight}.

i was pleased that i got this job! and i will never be afraid anymore. ;D