confusing about my future right now

yesterday i received the JUPAS booklet and i suddenly discover that i still haven;t decided which faculty i'm going to

in the past, i can clearly call out my destination will be translation or languistic, but as i grow older and explore more, i found that there are a lot of subjects that i'm interested in... eg. humanities, sociology, psychology, european studies or journalism.... and I don't even know which university i want to enter !!!!

My original ambition was HKU: bachelor of Arts. But now i am worried if my results is good enough to enter it. Besides, i am quite interested in Journalism. I want to study publishing and editing ..... I love writing, and I believe though I can't be a professional novelist, i will still work in publishers. But the Journalism in HKU and CU seem to be so difficult to enter, and my mum doesn't want me to choose Baptist U... what a dilemma!!!!

Seems like all of a sudden, I found that my previous life is full of meaningless things. I have never thought carefully of my future, nor my ambition. How naive I was!!!!!

Today.... Deutschkurs again!!! Also asking for correcton from anyone who knows Deutsch well~haha^^

Heute habe ich nicht gefr"ucstukt. Ich habe Economicskurs. Die Lehrerin ist sehr bat. Ich mag nicht!!!! Mittag feiren wir fu"r Lingling's Geburtstag. Wir haben im "Tea and Coffee Bar"  gegessen. Nachmittag gehe ich nach Delifrance, aber es hat kein "Hazelnut" Kuchen. Ich bin unzufrieden >O<!!!! Abend habe ich Deutschkurs in die Goethe-Instit. Ich bekomme mein letztes Hausaufgaben. Mein Lehrerin sagt das ist Wunderbar!!!!!Aber.... mein Text hat viele falsh. Y.Y Ich mo"chte Wiederholung machen!!!!!!! 

pic: fat and nauseating me ..... two years ago